Well where should I start... I mean its been like 9 months since I have wrote a blog and a lot has happened. I mean first of all, somebody gave me an idea of coming back and writing some yesterday while she started hers for the first time and i guess the idea stuck because... HERE I AM!! :)
But really... I am a father for one and two I am still in school(not going as strong as I was but that's another story) and still in track to graduate in about a year. Yes... that means my dream is still alive. Actually, I am trying to put together a few short scripts to eventually film. My first short I wrote in a class, "Never Flourish", is supposed to be in review from one of my teachers for some last pointers and then I am attempting to actually shoot the thing sometime in the coming Spring. I think it would make for an awesome first film and totally get me one step closer to doing my dream!!
So me... a father. I won't lie, it took me a full day until it all hit me when she was born. I remember driving home the next morning to get ready for class and just bawling my eyes out. She is soo damn adorable and I love her so much. My only regret is not seeing her enough. I mean with being the only working parent and in school, I can only see her on days im free because of issues and opinions with baby mama. I mean personally, i don't see an issue with getting my daughter even if i work. I come home and she there... but until I can get my visitations (which I am proud to say I started the whole child support ON MY OWN) I have to play by her rules. Which means unless I am there the entire time i shall not see her. It sucks but I am working through it because I know she will be daddy's girl and can already see it happening. :)
So what else... how about I have officially stuck to working out since mid august. It is even branching out to newer and more exciting things. I love getting tons of compliments from people on how they notice. I mean even people who see you everyday start to notice... YES!! :) I am becoming a happy camper! lmfao I mean I have went from a loose 42 to a loose 38 pants and arms are mostly muscle. I can't say im disappointed! I know I still got work but the results do help the passion to continue!
But I think that is it for now... until next time.
Chewy out!
You're ridiculously positive, I absolutely LOVE it. Keep that smile on your face, and a positive thought in your mind, and you'll go far. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks hun. I am def trying and good convos and people by my side just makes things better! :) I might need a geeky girl in a movie one of these days!! So heads up! :-P
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